assalamualaikum .

feeling , perasaan : sangat sedih . kecewa . FRUST . ta puas hati . serabut . kusut .  macam mimpi . susah na percaya . TAPI bukan lah mimpi , tapi REALITY :'(

mostly : im too dissapointed .

maaf ayah , ibu 

thanks alot for the support makteh, along , adi and abg mirul
u too beloved b . thank you so much

p/s : mungkin bukan rezeki =='